I think it's happening again...

Over the last couple of weeks, I've been having episodes as night. Nothing too sever, but enough to where I couldn't really sleep. Tonight, between being myself for most of the weekend, thinking about what someone said about the Aztec calendar ending in four years, and watching the Toyota commercial with the alien ship blowing up Earth, I'm in a bit of a worrying spell about death/the end of the world. I know it doesn't really make sense when I type it out, but I guess that's why it's call mental ILLNESS.

I was planning to hit the gym tomorrow. Now, I think I'll be looking for a counselor...

Prayers would be appreciated...